Goodbye.

Goodbye,

To the days of yesterday,
Wondering,
which, what, how, when, who?

Thinkin', how can this happen?
This is all so sudden.
Man, I should get some help from my cousin.

Family, stickin' together through thick and thin.
Not doin' it 'cause they tryna win.

This ain't no game,
I'm not ashamed.

So again I say goodbye,
to the days long missed.

Walking through the park,
never, ever, tryna act smart.

Acting polite,
as we eat dinner,
can I get you somethin' to drink?

Not somethin' out of the sink,
Quality life,
that's what I'm about.

I need to control myself,
'Cause I need not scream and shout.
So I'll get to the bottom of what this is all about.

Goodbye, my friend, my lover, my brother.
Never again will these days be relived,
because that is something, my heart, cannot give.

Goodbye.

Just a Little Somethin' Good.

Life,

I bump music way too loud,
and way too proud.

Mom is screamin' and yellin'
trying to get through to a kid,
lost in his own world

On an adventure in his own mind,
wiser than his time,
lookin' for a little place to shine.

Just like Jesus did,
way back in the day.
Helping others around him,
and never tryin' to get pay.

You ask why I may do this,
rhyme, like all the time.
I'm not doin' it, to get a dime.
I'm using it, to ease my mind.

Now, this is life.

Fail =(

Why is it that we must like someone who does not like us back? Where is the appeal in that? Then, when someone good comes along and they like us for us we don't like them back? It's as if life were a game on ps3. Except, in this game we can not save it to a memory card or a hard drive and restart when we make a mistake or things don't go as we planned. We have to keep playing, aklsdj;f;asdfjklasd;lfk

my mom called me and I lost my train of thought. fail.

Blind.

Blind, searching for something that is right in front of my face and yet I can not see it. Check for those simple things that you aspire for. That you have those "crazy dreams" for. We all have them, those crazy dreams I mean. We all aspire for something great: money, love, fame, change. We all hope for something exasperating that will take our breath away. Sometimes, the gateways to those crazy dreams are right in front of us. We just need to take that gateway so it won't be so crazy anymore. Sometimes, we miss the simple things in life. The small little things he or she does to impress you. The little things that can get you that fame. Use your talents and serve them for yourself and God. If you want change, there are so many possible things that are in front of you. Do no stand blind and wait. Lets take initiative and achieve our crazy dreams. Now, do not go out and do something rash and outlandish. We should take initiative while having patience, cause I mean after all, it is a virtue.

I like turtles.

She makes me humble.
She brings me happiness.
She brings me sadness.
Who is she?

She makes me strong
while making me oh so weak.
She makes me sweat
while bringing out all my swagga.
Who is this girl?

She makes my heart tingle
as a young child tickles another.
I get warm when I see her
as a fire heats up a room.
Who is this girl?

I really don't know, but as soon as I find out I'll try and hold her forever. Just as God is not bound by time, love is not bound by it.

Patience for that unperfect love! I'll have it.

Love

Reading all this stuff on love, seeing love, and feeling love, makes me want to write about love. Love can enter your life in several different ways. Love with a lover, love with a brother, love with a mother, it can happen in many different situations. No love is the same as none of us are the same person.

Love is a difficult subject to tackle. I love love so much, but it becomes just so hard. Reading about love, it gets me all choked up. Reading all the cute stuff that makes you want to change character and be more loving towards family, friends, or even her.

Seeing love between others is another heartbreaking ordeal. You see others in love and almost envy them for their happiness. You see them holding hands, laughing, having that chemistry, just like hydrogen and oxygen have with one another. You see it, and can no longer handle the longing for love with her.

Then you get to feel love, you relish the feeling like pickles on a hotdog. The love is there and it feels everlasting. You have those laughs, the holding hands, and that chemistry. Then, when it all breaks down, is the hardest. You go through the trials and tribulations of the heart and no longer want to even hear about l-o-v-e. That love that you had with her, is gone.

Funny how it all comes back to her . Please allow me to tell you something, when you get to step three of the reading, seeing, then feeling love. Do not go on to step four. Keep that step three and love the love you have. Never take it for granted because you never know when it will be back again.

Sidetracked

I lose more and more time everyday. November 5th is the day of success. Time will be back to normal. Cross country is over! Not that I'm happy, even if I don't show it. I find it quite invigorating. Some dopeness to it. I have not had much time to write. Trying to get back to all the writing I used to do! I'm kind of here writing though. Just I always have to run on that damn track, lol jk. There's always things that come up on the side. Therefore, I am sidetracked.

My Family, My Friends, My life.

Hey I decided to start doing blogs about my friends and family. Just memories, thoughts, feelings, and etc. I have about that person. I think I'll be starting with the last person on my top 'myspace friends' then I'll go up. Of course, I'll include Quan. Haha, but yeah. Just to get some things out of my system, and maybe put some in yours.

After my friends, maybe I'll delve into my family. Who knows.

I'll be starting this as soon as I have free time.

Just Another

I just found another quote on love. I decided to title it "Just Another" because we are constantly searching for that right one. We often come across lust and struggle to find that true love.

-again, not written by me.

"Lust is the fluttery butterflies in the stomach, the counting down of hours until you can see that person again, the waiting by the phone . All of the excitement of someone new in your life. But eventually, lust always dies. it is purely physical attraction and has no lasting effect. You get to know the person and it's not new anymore. But if you're lucky, those feelings get replaced by love. Love is knowing the person in and out and still adoring them for it. Love is knowing that other person isn't perfect, but still being ok with having them around. Love is knowing that person will be there for you always, and you will always be there for them. lust is when you love what you see, love is when you lust for whats inside. LUST is often mistaken by LOVE"
Now, think about that' before you say you love a person.

We do struggle to find that love, but when we do. Oh man, I hope its oh so sweet.

Myspace Blogs 4 & 5: So Good To Me x Love

Sometimes life doesn't make sense, and it's so easy for people to focus on whats wrong and lose focus on God. He is a good God, that gives us blessings everyday. You just gotta open your eyes and see it." Those words from my Myspace song, So Good To Me by Passion, are a reminder of whats right. We get so caught up in our own little worlds. Because of course, it is a small world. Yes, after all. Anyways, we get so caught up with our small problems like "who am I going to take to homecoming?" Or, "how am I going to balance my homework and my Madden playing?" We tend to focus on our minor problems and fail to realize that God has been "so good to me" or us. You know, instead of focusing on finding the perfect girl or trying to get our Madden season over We need to be more focused on what matters and constantly thank the Lord for all the opportunities he has presented us. We all have dreams and are constantly presented with opportunities to achieve them, we just need to open our eyes because God always puts them out there.

I decided to leave the paragraph on love, because it is too good.

*Not written by me

The greatest irony of love: loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing they will never be yours again. As for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. And maybe that's why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or stranger. So here's a piece of advice: let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough. And move on when things are not the same.

Summer Blog.

*EDIT, After you read the introductory stuff. You might want to press ctrl+f and just find your name in the blog. Haha, its kinda long. I didn't think it would be this long. Oh, but some of your names are like, nicknames or I referred to you as him or her. So It might not show up on 'find' haha, sorry to you people. But here you go!

If you spoke to me mid-May, when summer started, and asked me if I expected my summer to go this way. I would not have had the same answer. Summer has been a time of smiles, laughter, love, heartbreak, passion, and many more. The friends I have made, I will hold dear forever. I created bonds with so many people and would not trade them for the world. Summer kicked off with the SF DunkxChange, wow. Those two days were the essence of summer, and depicted what it was all about. Then numerous days past and more fun had happened. I got the privilege of getting close to Justin and having the type of fun with him that I will have to remember. We're brothers. Then June rolled around, and more specifically June 12th. On a random day at Milpitas High School, it sparked a new chapter of summer and more friends. On that day, Vivian, Michelle, Mariel, and them decided to come up to Justin and I and get to know us. It was really interesting because that little spark brought me close to some of my main friends for summer. I got reunited with Kevin Catap and we began our friendship that should've been started so many years ago, when I met him. This day also brought me closer to a girl who I found interesting and different. It sparked many battles with my heart, which were tough. But that was the least of it, the big part of it was the memories it came along with and the friends. Relay for Life, Hot Cheetos and Cream cheese, movies, and just random days kickin' it. The friends I made through her and Kevin Catap, Crisann, Kevin Miranda, and so many more. I'm glad I got to be allowed to know them. God led her and I in opposite ways, but its okay. I can only thank her for teaching me so much and I grew from the experience. This summer has brought so many things it's hard to comprehend it. BYC Summer League, as small as people make it out to be. It was such a big thing. It brought so many of us together, Transformers baby! Finishing in 5th place was great. We started off like 0-3. We improved so much. We finished off the season with a couple wins and even beat Troy's team. Hit that and1 over troy [: Jk, Troy. I got closer to Sean and Eric, they taught me a lot and we were able to work together quite well by the end of the season. Sean always came in with intensity, it was contagious. Eric and I have known each other for a while now and only got a better connection over the season. We got a couple good scores off of pick and rolls to each other. I also remember that rebound he got and he kicked it out to be for the three. It was good, that game we took over the first quarter finishing like 24-2. I thank BYC and all the people in it for all the fun they've given us and all the fun we'll have with open gym and possibly winter league. Summer brought me so much closer to Raymond M. Lazaro. We have tons of laughs together, and we can be serious together. When sometimes Raymond doesn't know how to get serious with other people. When he drives in for a lay-up, he smiles. Great stuff. Kevin Catap, a fun, chill, idk what other words to say. He's another one of the members of my extended families. When its just us two, we find a way to have fun. We brawl, we walk, we laugh. Walks through the park, no homo. I really hope he gets what he deserves, great guy. Crisann Lizardo, we have our times when we argue and fight. But I love this girl to death, whether she knows it or not. From the days of late night truth or dares to SF. I know she is a long time friend who I will always be able to go to with trouble and for a good laugh. Idk, shes my bff crisann. Of course there was family, all the cousins. Godfrey and Jason, cod4. Gabe, proud of that fool, doin' it big at Google. Jeremy, kickin' it everywhere with him every year. Thats a constant. I thank all my bellxpres friends for always being there. Jacob, always arguing. Troy, I argue with him too. Lakers suck btw. Kobe was leet in the olympics though. WOW, PHELPS. That reminds me. But yeah. Cat Ninh, Jay wang, thanks for being good friends, good laughs. That reminds me, of people being for me. Michelle Estolas, man. Whenever I need anything, she will be there for me with what I need. If I asked her for a hundred dollars she'd probably lend it to me. Wow, thank you gaygirl. Mariell Napiza, she has so many ups and downs, but always finds a way to smile or make her Mariell face. She reminds me everyday about how to stay strong and that wishes come true, especially at 11:11. Rhodan, wow. I didn't expect to get close to your fight night playin' ass. You've been really good. Hella fun playin' ball, and trying to make that girl laugh at Jonathan Pham's party. 'You come at me like I came at you.' Hella funny. Jonathan Pham, I barely know him. But he strikes me so great for his passion and his politeness. By far, the most polite person I know. Always apologizing, saying 'stay-safe,' asking how things are. Little things like that just amazes me. Thank you Jonathan for always reminding me to become more polite. Amery and Ashley have been really cool too. They both know how to have fun. I remember Ashley, I think it was, at Jonathan's party. She just randomly came up to me and said 'if you ever become bored, you can talk to me,' and smiled. That really dug into me about the kindness they both have. Brian Trinh, another guy I yet to really get close to. But we have memories too. Well, we've known of each other for a while from playing ball at Gill, haha. But yeah, I'll always remember. 'You starin' mighty hard.' Oh, and 'Jackie Chan shit.' Hahaha, mad funny. Brian, Rhodan, and Jon are some more people who have taught me more. Watching them three, and the bond they have together. The three amigos, it's quite amazing to behold the respect they have for each other. Haha, you guys are dope. One girl I can't forget about, Christine Doan. I apologize for not being able to take you out for lunch, I really hope we can get together sometime for that. I know, face-to-face, we will have a great conversation. 'Cause I mean, thats the kind of person you are. Always making me laugh and saying Goodnight to me almost everyday. I can never thank you enough for that. Cassie Thai, now this girl. Super headstrong and full of will. She bosses me around, but I know she cares. She makes me smile for what she does. Karl Valdez, probably one of the freshman I'll see the most this coming year. We got to chill a lot during the summer too. Thanks for that BBQ Karl [: Haha, I'll try and be that bigbruth I used to be, right bigbruthakarl? Welp thats it. Jk, Matt. Matthew Ganan, knowing him for my whole life has been tough. Haha, jk. He's my brother, thats all I can say. I'm always hard on him, but thats just cause I care. We both rely on each other, whether we admit it or not. This guy is one of the people I can say that will be with me until my grave. We have friendship, 'nuff said. Two more people, Desmond Leung and Mark Luciano. Desmond knows everything I want to say about him already. Thanks for constantly pushing me about xcountry. Thanks for all the knowledge you lend me. He is one of my really good friends, we didn't get that much time to chill over the summer. But school is here, and when that happens. We'll be back to the way it used to be in no time. Mark Luciano is another person I did not get enough time to spend with him in summer. I don't know where this guy has been! Man, he is dope though. School is here and we'll be seeing each other soon again. Quan Ngo, needs a myspace. Tin! Shopao! Melanie! My Pleasanton friends, I know we'll see a lot of each other in the next couple of years. Cause we're kinda family friends. But, I just want to point you guys out for also being dope. Haha. Johnny, still don't know your last name, good lookin' out on all the clothes. Haha. And it was coo of you to always check up and say wassup. Thanks. You know who I forgot to put, Kevin Miranda. Haha, sorry. We also have a lot of memories together. Curtner, Relay, and just chillin' around your house area. Haha. We used to have some funny conversations too. You would always ask me about your cousin. Hahaha. Shooot...

So many people and moments I can pick out..

Notable memories (Not mentioned Yet): Michelle's going away thing at Curtner, Bowling, Kevin's Birthday, Outback 4 Crisann's Birthday, Swimming at Angela's, Karl's BBQ, and all the random chill days we all had.

People I apologize to for not spending time with all that much: Catherine Nguyen, Deezy, Eda, Johnny (Your ass was in Minnesota), Cassie, Becca Fontanila, and anyone I forgot to mention.

Notable things to say: Thug Life, Pat Lam, Ballz of Steel, Starin' Mighty Hard, SSBB, DxC, *Up *Down *Slap, BYC, The Hulk, Baba, I'm Yours, Not Love, ABDC, and so much more.

Hey Matt Ganan:
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:30:38 AM): dude, you should read my blog later
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:30:43 AM): so many memories man.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:30:58 AM): I cant stop naming shit.
t0lazy2type (12:31:22 AM): haha
t0lazy2type (12:31:27 AM): this year was a good summer
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:32 AM): TOO GOOD.
t0lazy2type (12:31:39 AM): LEET GOOD
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:47 AM): it was complete dude.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:53 AM): I found lifelong friends
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:54 AM): found love
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:56 AM): lost love
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:57 AM): got money
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:31:59 AM): spent money
t0lazy2type (12:32:02 AM): lmfao got money
t0lazy2type (12:32:05 AM): thug life.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:06 AM): played basketball
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:13 AM): wow.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:16 AM): drank a little
t0lazy2type (12:32:22 AM): dxc bitch!
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:29 AM): hahaha
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:30 AM): shit dude.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:36 AM): this makes me wanna tear.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:41 AM): but I havnt cried in like
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:32:45 AM): since I lost my heart
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:07 AM): well, nah its there.
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:09 AM): But its just a rock
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:10 AM): hahaha
t0lazy2type (12:33:17 AM): lmfao
t0lazy2type (12:33:21 AM): where did you lose it
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:26 AM): what?
t0lazy2type (12:33:27 AM): ill try to find it
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:29 AM): hahahaa
t0lazy2type (12:33:30 AM): aw i found it
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:32 AM): THATS HOMO.
t0lazy2type (12:33:32 AM): its with me
t0lazy2type (12:33:33 AM): <3
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:34 AM): HOMO
xSTUNNA MAYNEx (12:33:35 AM): HOMO
t0lazy2type (12:33:39 AM) LMFAO
t0lazy2type. (12:35:01 AM): put that in the blog

Thank You Everyone.
Especially if you read this whole thing.

Relive.

I sit here in the present, out of my own mind. Stuck in the past trying to relive moments that will never again happen. I see it now, like all the rain was gone. I can feel her touch, hear her laughter, and sense her heart synced with mine. On top of the heap, I feel so happy and free. Then the heap falls down like thunder rolling across the plains. I come back from where I used to be, to where I am. I return from my pondering and begin to understand why "Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift, and that is why it's called the present."

Into The Mind

Of: Russell Banzon. I sit here and stare at the little line blinking back and forth waiting for something to be written. The first words are always the most difficult. Blink, blink, blink. Why did they make that line so tedious. The first words are always the most difficult, and why do the last words strike you so hard. Writing is so difficult.

Then I make a mistake and try to erase it, but why is it so difficult for the mistake to be erased. There are so many errors in writing. But, if you are able to correct the errors. Your writing will only become so much stronger. I hope the mistakes in my writing can be resolved so that it can become great.

I wonder if anyone will understand this passage.

Writing, Emotions, and Friendship.

Brown Eyed Blues

So you guys understand a little bit about how I partly feel. Here we go.

'Shes got those eyes, those eyes. That'll see right through you. When she leaves then I, I wanna leave with her too. And shes on my mind, like all the time. When we touch, I grow weak. And I could hardly speak. And I hope that she thinks about me, cause im always thinkin' of her. I just wanna hold her hand, be her man. I wanna know if she'd take a chance, cause I still get the feeling. That lovin' her is a game I'll always lose. I've got the brown eyed blues.'

Every sentence of that seems to be true for me. Yet, I still can't put my finger on why I find these feelings and why I find these words to be true. The heart is an out of this world piece of equipment. One I will never understand. The mind can be conquered, but the will and emotion of the heart can not.

The Title

Of: I write for me. I decided to make a post explaining why I chose that for a title of my blogspot.
Although I have no readers. I chose 'I write for me' because I blog to let my own feelings and ideas out. Some people want their blogs to become big and having millions of readers. As for me, I write for me. I enjoy writing, but I don't do it for the e-fame. teehee.

Myspace Blog 3: Be Easy

Too much time have I spent focusing in on the many aspects of life. I analyze everything that a person does and I try to understand what they do and why. But, I fail to analyze the way I act and treat people. I often mistreat those close to me and those I care most about and I don't even know it. I put people through anguish. We all realize things to better ourselves. That is the way we've done it for the past, ever. I talk about myself to much though. Well, it doesn't have to be about me. We should all better ourselves to the best of our abilities. Never selling ourselves short and performing our best.

The Pavements Ended

Haha, after one day. I've decided to stop chasing pavements. But of course, every road leads to a new one. I know somewhere I will find my way again. For now, have fun! Enjoying summer is what a young adolescent should be doing right now. Not bearing heavy burdens and worries like most of us do. Or at least we feel as we do. It could be just me, but sometimes I/we tend to over analyze things. We tend to make judgments and we think we understand what is happening when we could be the complete polar opposite. Probably just me though, haha. I think too much at the wrong times. It's okay though, I just need to better myself. Learn, so next time I can avoid the mistake! We can never be perfect, but we can always lessen the amount of mistakes we make. Trust, we make a lot. Well, enough thinking for now. Have fun!

Chasing Pavements.

I came across a song that intrigued me. It depicts the situation of so many around me. Especially these lyrics...

"Should I give up, or should I keep chasing pavements, even if it leads no where?"

Too many around me are 'chasing pavements,' maybe even including myself. Is it possible that at such a young age we could be so right and be so wrong? We convince ourselves that we have found the one. That it is not just 'lust,' it is love. I mean, it is possible that we may have found the one. That is always a possibility, but how do we know if it really is? Or should we/I even be thinking about this right now? Life is full of questions waiting to be solved. As for me, I know these types of questions will always arise. 'Cause no matter how well trained you are. You will never be able to analyze the heart as well as the mind.

Myspace Blog 2: A Phone Call

Well, since everyone tends to ask about the story of today. I'll write what happened here. Well... Matthew and I decided to get a cake for Tanner since it was his birthday. We bought candles that said he was 50 :]. So anyways, on our way home. There was a man laying down at the bus stop of Landess & Morill. He appeared to be panting. And the man next to him did nothing to help him. The man stopped us. He asked us if we had a cell to phone 911. At first, Matthew and I were skeptical like, 'is this fool freal?' Wouldn't you be? Me and Matt just looked at each other and the guy looked like he wasn't kidding. So Matthew said yes, we can help you. I got out the phone and dialed 911. I let the guy press the green button just to be sure that he wasn't kidding and that he was sure he needed help. So he called, and they put him on hold... Then Matt got the phone and they responded he told them where we were and gave the phone to the man. Who answered a couple questions then they began sending the ambulance. Then while the ambulance came. The man told us about how he just got out of the hospital the day before and that he just got out of prison a couple months beforehand. That kinda freaked me out. So, while Matt conforted the guy. I saw the ambulance looking around at the corner so I jumped up and down waving my hands. And they found us. At first this one girl paramedic came out. She was chewing gum and was wearing some bug eye, like versace, shades. She was like, 'now whats wrong today sirrrr.' I didn't really like her, she didn't seem into her job that much. Well, the man answered some more questions. Then out of no where 10 seconds later there were 10 paramedics. It was kind of weird. Then suddenly, Matt bends over and tells the man 'everything will be all right.' At that moment, if you took a picture of it, it would be pretty amazing. With all the paramedics running around and Matt just bending over saying a line that came out of a movie. Oh yeah, the man had a bike with him that they could not bring into the ambulance. So, Matt decided to take it for the time being and give the man his number so his brother could pick up the bike. Because the man said that if he did not return the bike to his brother that he would kill him.

And thats the storryyy...

Until later that day..

The man's brother called and Matthew bravely decided to take the bike to him by himself. Knowing that he could easily be robbed being a 130 pound small asain man. The man brought Matthew a couple problems...






iKidd. Matthew said that the brother was quite nice. The brother told Matthew that the man at the bus stop is an alchoholic and also went to rehab. Which is fairly unfortunate. But yeah, the brother got his bike back and all is well. The man's life was possibly saved because of a little phone call that we decided to lend him.

It striked me as intriguing. How such a small thing could have possibly saved a life. I mean, all we did was lend him a phone and it got him help. It makes me think about all the other possibilities of how lives could be spared by the little things I could have done. Or the little things others could have done. Like, what if president Bush was able to speak to the leaders in Iraq and we could have prevented the war. And spared innumerous lives. There are a million and more possibilities of saving lives. All the 'what ifs' of the world are crazy. But, Its all under the watchful eye of God. For the next while, try and keep your eyes OPEN for all the possibilities you have to help another individual. Yeah, thanks.

Myspace Blog 1: What to do?

While looking through Jonathan Pham's amazing photos. And after Catap decided to make a blogspot. I thought about what is going to be my 'nitch' in life. What am I going to do that will make me stand out of the crowd. If your not catching my wind. I mean like, Jonathan has his photos. MJ has his basketball. Mark has his markness. Matt has his homoness. You know, everyone has their own "thing." What am I to do? I'm an okay everythinger. No, it isn't a word. Anyways, I'm an okay video game player. An okay basketball player. A bad photographer, even though I like taking pictures. I'm an okay student. I'm okay at being able to spread word for knowing a lot of people. I'm just. Okay, at everything. Where do you think my life will lead me? Sometimes, I'm 'good.' But what will I be great at? Or am I great at something and I just don't know it? Hm, interesting. Well, it's okay though. I'm only 15. I have a lot of time to find it. Enough about me though. Where is life leading you?

And, wherever life does lead you. Be optimistic about it. Keep ya head up kid.


Some Jonathan Phamtography that I was looking at.
http://flickr.com/photos/jonathanpham/page2/
Yes, he took them.


Catap, is going to be the first reader of this entry.

First Post

Since Myspace Blogs are getting played out for me. I decided to jump on the hype and make this. Not that many people should be on this though. Cause I'm still going to be on my myspace blog updating that one. I'll be on this though just to keep records of blogs. Because I'm kind of mad that I delete my blogs as I create them cause I want to look back on how I used to do it. I'm going to start using this for pictures too. So people can get them easy. Well, yeah. This is me.